I spent the whole of high school undecided on what my career would be... and after A/L I decided to find meself a job (only for the time being, I told myself) and I'm working here for like- a year now. I'm really not decided on what I want to do, and what the purpose of my bloody life is.
All my friends are either in uni or doing various degrees and diplomas, all so focused, and happy, and enjoying their lives while ME- miserable sod that I am- am stuck working six days a week, earning a comfortable pay and going all over the place with deciding my future. God help me, I never wanted to end up this way! I've no idea how I'm gonna claw my way outta this hole.......
